Time travel to the past or future

 Hi everyone. Today this post is about of my unlimited desire to travel to the past for a special reason in my heart.

I would like travel to the past 11 years ago to see again my old cat: Pelusa. Well, this cat have a special space in my heart, because it was my first pet when i was a child, but his life wasn't very happy. Let me explain.

Some 11 years ago i was 11 years old, a child who only think play with friends and nothing more. My family didn't take care about Pelusa, most of the time it had to find his own food (maybe from neighbours, trashcan or birds/rats to eat), and i didn't realize in that moment the sadness life of my cat. Couple months after, he died in a neighbour house.

I have a huge guilt inside of me, every day i think i could have given him a better life, i really miss him. Probably my heart decide to stay if i travel to the past and see him again, but i want only five minutes to give him all the kisses than i couldn't give. Today i have a cat who seems so similar of Pelusa, and i trying to do the best for him.

I hope see Pelusa again in another life.

Thanks for reading.